it sucks to realize

How Truely alone you really are.....it sucks because I don't think ill ever find someone
Whom is into me and the slow boring life that I live...
Tonight I go on mu routine drive to the "view" of vegas. Up on los feliz..
And 20 minutes into it I realized how stupidly lame it is to be at such a spot alone..
I instantly turned on my car and drove home...
I hate that about myself, but not enough to change it...
I still like whom I am...it just isn't good enough :(
I'm now watching the godfather before I call it a night with my folie a deux cd..
And it just sucks to realize that no one out there prefers...
Me!