i havent had the time or the urge, nor the passion to sit down and blog like i have in the past..
but whats frilz is..life has been absolutely
and its just crazy..there arent any struggles...wtf?
no struggle..i am completely happy and am savoring every breathing moment of it..i feel bad for being able to recognize the fact that there is nothing is wrong because i know that there are Many out there that arent as fortunate..and i feel for em all..
so anyways..lets evaluate these aspects of life shall we?
Family,Economics,Education,Politics, and Religion
Family: i have about 3..haha but anyways! rents are BUGGINN!!! seeeeeriously! everything is fine but the small shit..like coming in my room at fckn 7 when my alarm goes off at 8 to tell me that i have to work?
are-you-FUCKING-with me!!!!!!??????? ooooomg! i straight up locked my door the other day and sure enough they got thru that shit at SIX AM!!!!! just to find out if i'd watched the tv last night because it isnt working..i blew it off because i didnt and i heard the bitch working like 10 min later..UGH! hahaha and then this sht with me goin to reno..WOOOOOW you'd think i'd married somebody they hated or something. they've done EVERYTHING in the power of Persuasion! wooow fck. haha owell though im grow(i)n and there aint much they can control over me anymore..not to sound like a punkass teenager. haha but its for sure..its just courtesy to respect theyre requests..but that can only be stretched so thin. haha owells im over it..but ill NEVER be over this forever obligations that my moms keeps throwing at me..like i owe people something? i dont owe nobody SHIT..except visa..haha but thats for a good cause..my credit. haha other than that! fck whatcha heard. she'll tell people ill do shit for them without even asking me!!!! look america.
I GAVE UP ON COMPUTERS! i dont think ive ever fixed one before..i only thought i did..but damn. i always thought i could but no way. haha fckn a. i just know how to troubleshoot a few problems and maybe solve a few of them. but im no fckn technition..hell
im gona buy an imac after i finish paying off my d40. haha im done with this bullshit! my computer was hottshit from 04-07. haha now this shit wont even youtube good. haha and i dont even want to build a new one. i just want this loud power suckin bitch out of my life. hahaha imac's are so..simple! haha owell
anyways hella yeah man! im over it.
Economics: Working class Civilian. i am unhappily employed at circuit city. i hate the place but i LOOVE the people! that shits family..haha and then theres at&t. i supposedly have the job. im in there like swimwear. but ive been through this before. haha nothings official til its official baby. as MUCH as i want this job..i cant have another apple happening..people are still asking me 'so hows apple'
woow! that shits the worst! haha but yeah circuit shitty is Hell lately..but pretty cool. i hate going in at 10a and getting off at 6p and feeling like my days just WHAY over! and then theres the 2p-10p shift and i hate that one because its like damn...there goes the rest of my day. haha i'd much rather open so i have the rest of the night to do as i please but haha who's satisfied anymore these days..haha anyways i love to hate the place and canNot wait until at&t becomes official..i Really hope that comes through for me. haha because wow..i can see myself turning that shit into a career.. and then work ccity for a couple hours a week and then use that check to pay my bills..DAAMN that would be nice. haha and then folks are like 'well what about photography?' ?? thats a hobby baby! haha srsly though..im more of a fan of a steady workflow..an employer with a set pay period. and im still new to all of this photog shit..kinda haha but people like my shit..so therefore i like to provide something for my people to look at..eyecandy like. haha and then there are those that are like 'you paid 600 for that camera and you dont want to turn it into a profession?' no.. i dont. haha and then its like 'arent you majoring in it?' haha i schure am. i like learning about that shit. who cares if it wont get me anywhere. and Also! the student aide is Peaceful..hahaha thats as nice as ill put it...hahaha makes me want to adopt so that kid can get it!
anyways..haha fck it..im rambling
Education: whaack.. hahaha my sociology teacher is whay cool but..i cant tell anymore haha idk whats due and whats not? and whats important? she just talks all day and acts like were suppose to be on top of this shit when she barely gives details..haha owell though im not alone so im ok with it. haha its hilarious my neighbor sits next to me in the class..that happened last semester. haha i sat down and she was like 'HEY NEIGHBOR!' we just started laughin.. hahahah and its cool because ill leave to class and then ill see her car so i honk and then txt her 'your late!' haha its great and i love it..
and then theres photography...its cool cool haha im learnin what i need to take those fligh pictures..thats about all i have to say about that..its not that fun of a class yet.
'a politic, i am not' is what i wrote in my notebook last week. and i would type this shit out that i scanned in....but i just dont feel like it right now and i know that if i dont do it now..then it'll never happen..haha therefore i just scanned the page in
and as far as Religion with me..:
and that is where i stand in both of those areas. haha
i. Have a girlfriend america..and she is amazing. im not gonna go into story though. haha her name is Sarah and shes a great addition and a Major contribution to the reason my life is perfect as of yet.
haha i LOOVE talking about money..
i just wana talk about my plans as of now so i can look back at this shit like i always do..haha
i am Currently: paying on my us bank card for the d-40x i picked up in dec.
and then sometime in june i will transfer the balances to my bank of america cred, and cancel that card because the interest is fckd. and then pay that bitch off.
After thats all done and paid off..i will apply for either the Discovery cashback bonus card OOR the sexy bank of america: American Express card.
ill have both of those sometime by the end of this year hopefully.
and with one of those ill have enough to grab that imac and rid this pc..haha YAYUHHH thats as far as im planning as of now (2-08)
and THEN for schure whats goin on next is a COD (Certificate Of Deposit) ima put 2 down on it and let that shit sit. so that way it'll build the interest and i can honestly say 'i dont got shit!' cuz i Frilz dont like being asked for money..i dont get the shit back! haha so im forever broke.. but yeah im over it already. im just ready to gain and build that creddy! haha because ULTIMATELY! im saving for a
OOOOOOOMG!!!!! tell me that bitch isnt sexy! hah i Will own by 2k10 or 11. haaha but that'll remain a dream for now. im still small time. haha as will i always be..just with big plans and expensive taste..
sooo.....what is there to talk about...its been 2 months since ive updated the people of _
idk. i hella want to work at AT&T with mitch (my bro's bestfriend)
ive been bustin his balls since like september about getting me in that bitch and that was the end..haha til christmas! where he was like 'yeah man, if theres anything you need just tell me!' so i was like GET ME IN NEGRO!!!!
and then he hits me up at the end of jan and is like yoe..sometime in feb im gona get you an interview..
whelp..sofar its feb14, and im in the same position i was in with apple....but with a bit more of assurance..but im not buildin my hopes yet. haha fck that noise, i HATE letdown. haha anyways...
im 19 america..its been a great almost 6 months.....SO much has happened its amazing..and i am SOO greatful of all of it..good and bad..
heh. what more can i talk about? haha i dont want to stop now! i just want to share it all! but i kind of have..
so im in a relationship..its pretty cool because i can be me around her..and i always told people that i was searching for perfection. not the perfect woman but the perfect girl for me! someone whom i can be comfortable around me and vice versa..im all about comfort and mutuality. trust isnt an issue for me.. haha owells..
music is still at a stand still for me..lupe's cd is the hottest for now..i had to kick it old school and bumb some gangstarr n shit. haha but im pretty excited for the panic, and the hush sound cd..i was prety excited for the jack johnson cd but..ehhhh...and im falling back into the wu-tang craze. haha right where i started a year ago. haha owell though. as long as i have something to listen to...
so my next phone will be the:
it's been good with the pearl but fuck! this shit freezes up WAAAAAAAY toooo much! and other problems..but one things for schure..im gona send it in for a new one thanks to the warrenty service..hahaha and then i'll keep it for backup! because i always give my past phones away and i Should have something to show for all these phones ive been thru..haha lets list em.....(this should be interesting)
Nokia 3520 (March 04-Dec04)
this phone got FUCKED up! ahhaha but NEVER failed on me..Ever! prolly the best one ever..
next is the
Motorola v600 (Dec 04-aug 05)
this phone just completely fell apart on me..but was Definitely my first flip phone and it served well..
next was the:
LG F9100 (aug 05-aug 05)
that phone was Bomb for 3 out of the 5 days i had it..haha but lg phones are waay too basic for me...Seriously. the txting was Bomb but that was it..even the phonebook sucked..hahhaa
next came the
Motorola Razr V3 (aug 05-nov 06)
that bitch was SOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT WHEN IT CAME OUT!!!!!!!!!! whew! that was the shit to have. hahaha it originally dropped at like 500 with no plan......................prolly the worst phone ive ever owned..
Sony Ericsson W810i (nov 06- Sep 07)
2nd best phone for Definitely..maybe even the Best..but the speaker was the biggest down fall....the piece that made it a phone..sucked. hahaha but damn that phone is still ill.. i txtd like a fckn txt maniac on that piece..
after that came the
Blackberry Pearl 8100 (sept 07-mar 08?)
freezes WAY too much! locks up horribly.. and the camera is the worst by Far..
so now your thinking "did he srsly just review his whole phone history?"
yeah..i did. haha i never really thought about doing it but im pretty glad i did..its good shit to look back on yanno? haha ok man..im done. its been like 2 hours...but hey! now you know wtfs up as of nowish. haha
alright my fellow americans. i love you and thank you for reading.
stay safe please..
Speak to me! im never too busy!