I'm here at ashs b'ng from my phone and I realize that I have a mean home alone life..
Thanks to my own conscience.
I digress.
What is there even to talk about yanno?
Ccity may be closing...I'm honestly scared, but its definitely something that's been coming.. jeremy and I had a talk and he's genuinely optimistic about it and I feel for him... Optimism can lead to the biggest of heartbreak. Haha but hey, maybe his hope will keep us around.. I need that place man. Not the company, but the people.. Its like school all over again. Even with the stupid gossip and drama, but its okay. I'm over it man. I've learned many lessons and am quite bummed that things bit me in the ass.
It seems whenver I have something to vent that I always end up avoiding the same topic.. I wish I could just type it Allll out... But I don't want to. I don't want to remember the darkest period in my life because of a lot of reasons..I just didn't deserve it.
But I'm working on going back to the person that never thought of himself because I was more considerate.
now.. I just don't want to hear peoples problems because I either just don't want to think about mine, or I already have suggestions and solutions to their problems because of what I've learned...
That's not the point if talking though.. The point is to listen and give feedback when necessary..
Maybe I should write a book? Haha
Naaaah. I think I need to live asif I've never been heartbroken...
So anyways..
Moving on is a waste. And I'm tired of trying.
Hello there.
My name is Danny Ray and I am a person.
A person whom is___
Word.
What happened to my 2007 life? Haha fuuck! I was soooo on track to.... Just being who I wanted to be..
and I still am, but I have the biggest urgency to not be alone now.
And I swear, I use to be able to spend forever in my own head. No issues.. I guess I was a perfect person for a time.
And now when I try, I just attack myself on how I'm not good enough for So much.
Jesus!!!!!!!!!!
My writings use to be so happy and forward.
Why am I not a keeper... I'm here at ashs b'ng from my phone and I realize that I have a mean home alone life..
Thanks to my own conscience.
I digress.
What is there even to talk about yanno?
Ccity may be closing...I'm honestly scared, but its definitely something that's been coming.. jeremy and I had a talk and he's genuinely optimistic about it and I feel for him... Optimism can lead to the biggest of heartbreak. Haha but hey, maybe his hope will keep us around.. I need that place man. Not the company, but the people.. Its like school all over again. Even with the stupid gossip and drama, but its okay. I'm over it man. I've learned many lessons and am quite bummed that things bit me in the ass.
It seems whenver I have something to vent that I always end up avoiding the same topic.. I wish I could just type it Allll out... But I don't want to. I don't want to remember the darkest period in my life because of a lot of reasons..I just didn't deserve it.
But I'm working on going back to the person that never thought of himself because I was more considerate.
now.. I just don't want to hear peoples problems because I either just don't want to think about mine, or I already have suggestions and solutions to their problems because of what I've learned...
That's not the point if talking though.. The point is to listen and give feedback when necessary..
Maybe I should write a book? Haha
Naaaah. I think I need to live asif I've never been heartbroken...
So anyways..
Moving on is a waste. And I'm tired of trying.
Hello there.
My name is Danny Ray and I am a person.
A person whom is___
Word.
What happened to my 2007 life? Haha fuuck! I was soooo on track to.... Just being who I wanted to be..
and I still am, but I have the biggest urgency to not be alone now.
And I swear, I use to be able to spend forever in my own head. No issues.. I guess I was a perfect person for a time.
And now when I try, I just attack myself on how I'm not good enough for So much.
Jesus!!!!!!!!!!
My writings use to be so happy and forward.
Why am I not a keeper...
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