theres NO tellin how long this'll be!
haha
nah..it shouldnt be long..i dont have much to talk about..
im just laying here next to kitty kitty..
its 1:13 am..i took 3 naps today im SO tired and now when it comes time to call it a night..
i cant fall asleep..i hate my sleeping habits..but shit..i live
haha
so anyways.. i gots some good music playin up there..the song black maybe..it means alot. and around the world is aMAZING..haha i got becca into daft..
shes awesome..we have aMAZING talks some nights. ahha and other nights..idk what goes on..random n stuff, i love it
yeh.. so i work at 830..and im hopin im able to sleep by 2..its 1:31
james neil n ridge are in my kitchen right now..eatin del taco.
those are my boys man. its too bad neil didnt get to go to fish lake this year..next year though. ahha man..im hella tired..physically.
but mentally im ready to go!
shit im livin good..broke n stuff but still havin fun doin whatever i do!
im still missin people..and theres some new ppl i wana hang out with..get a little closer to..im workin on that though.
i seen blaine on friday! that was pretty awesome, 'ts good to see a good friend doin good for themselves. and i talked to tori today via aim.
her n jimmy ACTUALLY DID IT!!! they moved to cali..haha im proud of them..alotta..if not everybody i told what they were up to they gave me that look of doubt, or just straight out said 'yeah right!' and there there now..they went on the 1st. im happy for them! haha i'd like to find soemthin new..but im stuck here for a little while. haha
my pops said i cant go nowhere til hes gone..so thats that, and i'd MUCH rather wait 20 years to try somethin new if that means they'd be around longer..
those 2 are my life man..its amazing the older i get the closer we get..fuck man.
these last couple years have been something else for me..and theyre doing the best job ive ever seen parents do..without production..haha (cosbys, runs house) so yeah..
life is good..all around i'd say.
morgan got her new vehicle n stuff, and shes headed back to the -reen- on thursday..im proud of her for workin so hard this summer..stayin on top of shit.
its good to see ppl come up! haha i said that earlier..
-i love everything about you that hurts, so leme see ya moves, leme see ya mooves-
fall out boy..
that pete wentz..haha
so yeah....1:43
and where am i..im laying in my bed..with work at 830 and then HOPEFULLYYY go pick up my blackberry pearl....UGH 90 doller phone bill if the shit goes thru man..
so that'd be 175 into the car, 100 into the savings, and 45 into the phone..each check! and then taxex!!!! WTFFF
thats if i work 60 hrs too..haha if i work 80..taxes will strangle me owell...
its all good..i could be where i was prior to june..
lookin like a 'bum-ass-negro' not doin anything but -livin- n whatnot..haha owell
this cartel cd is..pretty damnd good. that will pugh? i think? good ass pipes that kid has..hahaha i wana do somethin like band in a bubble... i'd call it 'dan in a bubble' HAHAH so orig!
yeh..i wish i were big and famo..i'd so live here..pay off my car and then throw that shit in the retirement or something..UGH im so ready for retirement..hahahaha shit!
man0man..im so tired..and theres 5 minutes left til 2am..will i be able to sleep?
kitty kitty sure as shit isnt having a problem..FUCK i wish i were born a cat..ahhahaha i say a cat cuz there pretty damnd cool..dogs..there lives arent as good as cats i dont think..idk im not gona go into a whole discussion bout that. ahha
school starts soon..
eng 2 and environmental.. and sofar im stickin with photography..for me. to hell with a career..ive never known what i wana be, and i like where im at now. so the way i see it..in the future ill hopefully doing something related to what im doin now, and getting paid Well..i dont Need a million dollers a year..that'd be awesome. but ive never had ambitions to be that BIG SUCCESSFUL CEO OF HIS OWN COMPANY/BUSINESS..no man..ive always wanted to just be me..and me is being who i turn out to be..what happens happens. im sorry if that isnt good enough for most of you..actually im not sorry..its whatev. haha im only Somewhat out to please you. (you being: the public) so yeah..
electronics retail is what i like..customer service is good for me because i get to be me with little stipulations.. not a salesman.. i say im too real, and i wouldnt like having to sell something i think is somewhat bogus (city advantage, the replacement plan is cool though) but yeah..
i like where i am, with little thought about changing positions..
and in the future..i'd like to see myself doing something related to what i do now..just better? and better just meaning higher pay, good benefits, full-time, and ok room for advancement..
which brings me back to the name i had about a month ago..'civilian'
to me..that fits me perfect..
ci·vil·ian (s---v--l'y?n) Pronunciation Key
n.
1. A person following the pursuits of civil life, especially one who is not an active member of the military, the police, or a belligerent group.
i like it.. but My personal definition..which isnt much diff from that one..
Civilian: an Individual
the end
HHAHAAHHAHH so yeah...
i have a MUTHAFUCKIN CAVITY
FUCKIN A!!!!!
i brush!!!!
i floss sometimes!!
i scrape my tongue with the tongue cleaner!!
and i definitely listerine it up!
but i do eat too much candy..
so by 50 i'll have a mouth full of fillings.....
or maybe dentures..
cuz candy is just too good to me. hahah damn..thats a shame
so its now 2:09..my eyes burn..i think i could prolly sleep now..
BUTT..
i like outletting..
just talking to -the people-
cuz hell 4582 total blog views..
19 this week..
SOMEbodys reading, yi know? i do have preferred readers n all that but it goes further than that. haha
thank you for reading..im glad i have your interest...
im an interesting person..
im doin good.
how bout you?
thank you for reading..
you'll see/hear from me soon!
bye
ps..
im pretty sure its not a peoples favorite..
being that it hasnt gotten a reaction like previous doings..
but this one i like..and i feel it comes off as i dont like working? i do america.
but im doin alot of it..i wana say its an addiction? but that isnt it..
i just like getting paid!
<3
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