where am i?

i am here..
jobless with no clue what to do with myself..
while all of my friends are growing up..the right way
yes
your right.
if i werent so picky..then i could have a job Months ago..
but no..fuck that
yeah
to hell with that
im not settling for anything less than..
less than what you ask?
am i saying that im too good to work some places?
no
im saying that if i dont feel/think i'll enjoy working there in the future months
then fuck it. im not doing it
sorry. im against waking up and dreading going to work..feeling like im slaving..
sure i havent when i worked. but no
i want to feel happy to be where i am at for the shifts im working.
i want to be Happy and ok about putting in overtime..

i dont want your input on this one..