so its 3:01am 05-20-06

im lieing here..silently typing on my coolest laptop ever with 90% batter life..
i think that im thinking..i hate doing it because it just makes me realize...stuff that i dont like to know about myself that i already know..so its more of a reminder. anyways.im in ultra tired mode right now..everything is moving fast around me..its kinda scary kinda weird..but very interesting ya know..its now like 3:05 last time i looked at the clock it was 301..the fan..its on the same speed as always..but i cant keep up with the blades..and the music..iono its faster then the norm..anyways.."this is your life, and its ending one minute at a time" and here i am. awake, and watching every minute pass. SOMETHING NEEDS TO HAPPEN! things are so boring...lately people ask me "so whats new.." ive come up with a cool answer.."same shit different words.." now im not complaining..its just..damn owell though i enjoy it i guess. one day it wont be there anymore (post june 16,2006) so why not enjoy the rest of it eh. 307 now and i feel that ive accomplished nothing by typing this..i doubt anybody will read this. hell its a waste of MY time and im the one typing it. damn that sounds depressing. oh well though im not im just bored. and slightly lonely? THATS a factor. yeh. so yeh. yeah. and yuh........so i have 3 posters in myself..that have me in them. i get called conceited for them. but i dont care. im not really into myself much i just decide to make these pictures of myself because i dont really wana bother someone with my dumb photoshop ideas for free. damn fool its 3 fuckin 10....and 86% battery life..this battery blows and i have nothing ahead of me. tomoro...later on today actually..i bet i sit in this house and rot. it gets kinda old, but then..one day i wont be able to do that anymore and ill prolly wish that i could do it again..fuck it.

if yer a parta tha group..u should read

Group, alright here it goes...... Whether you like it or not we are ALL like brothers and sisters. We fight like them. we joke like them. we hang around and do absolutly nothin like them. we tease like them. and we love each other like them. U know how i said this whole not so close anymore thing would blow over once the winter is over... well, i still totally believe that!!! It's just I miss hanging out with everyone on weekends and after skewl n shyt! I liked goin to the mall n bein bored or goin to the movies and then the park or goin bowling (which we havent done in yrs). Our friendship is great and somtimes its harder to see than others but i dont know what i would do if i didnt have you all as my friends. life would be boring, lame, and no drama!!! lol i'd hate it. So even if u r in an argument with someone ask your self is it really worth it. See past the emotion you're feeling at that moment. What we have is Great and it def. wont last forever. I mean we r graduatuing in a lil more than a yr. :( Trust me you dont want to be one of those people who looks bak in ten yrs. and goes omfg i actually stopped hangin out with him/her because of that tiny ass thing.

Overrated shit

-sex
-money
-valentines day
-love
-relationships
-fashion
-makeup
-females
-prom
-fast food
-ipod
-trends
-myspace
-advertisment
-grades
-unsats
-life
-HD (high definition)
-glam
-paris hilton
-jessica simpson
-blonde to black, back to blonde
-desperate house wives
-panda express
-fall out boy
-hollister
-abercrombie
-expensive clothing
-cliche's
-flava flav
-credit
-spinners
-television in vehicles
-super cell phones
-the 'N' word
-piracy
-having fun a certain way
-"partying"
-the government
-'bffe,bffl,bff period
-atlanta
-only dating a certain race,religion,type,size,etc.
-gangsta rap
-ipod
-nano technology
-prom
-child support
-college
-unneccissary discipline
-beef (feuds)
-american rights...
-sunglasses..that dont evin block the sun
-the spanish language
-emo
-metaphoric music
-consumers
-superhero movies
-hell. hollywood period
-myspace
-color contacts
-ringtones
-xbox 360
-halo
-counter strike
-Doonie n Burke/Doonies
-walmart...
-microsoft
-the word "cunt"
-napoleon dynamite


things i repeated. i repeated for a reason.

yepp. blog entry

has been.....blay. yeah blay. like...just..blay not exciting. no other expression can describe it other then blay..i needta drive so i can get out. but that wont happen til l8r this year. like summer. i got that confirmation when i drove home from votech n did a good job. so yeah. anyways..i dont really know what to write anymore. i like lost my inspiration to just type whats on my mind..............i hit da mall in my white tee o i think they like me. or they like my diamonds cuz they shine so brightly.

SO cliche'. when i think of the word myspace..the word cliche' comes to mind america.i know you know this. but its not on YOUR mind right now is it? hah blam gotcha bitch. haha anyways...i need some new music. im downloading motion city soundtrack..i hope i can get into them.i havent really had enough of fall out boy. panic at the disco. kanye west. killers. and taking back sunday..i just need somethin new yeah? i mean fall out boy n Panic! i cant really learn those songs..just there catchy chorus's. and killers n tbs. i know the words n all there just kinda old now..its time for a new cd from both!!!. and kanye...pfft ive outplayd that fool. but ill still bump.

haha anyways!!!!!! cliche' thats a pretty cool ass word. i was all watching oceans 12 and the dude was all talking to brad pits chic (catherine zeta. kristin looks like her) and at the end of the convo hes all "and tell him that the whole Sexy Assistant is SO cliche' " and he hangs up. and some sexy chic dressed in like nothing comes up and is like "need anything" and hes all 'yes baby a coke please?" haha that was like so awesome to me i dont know why..it just made me chuckle.......


i wana make moves..i think that is what i want to do in life.. i dont really know how to get hella into that. but i wana make moves.from being in them to making the shits.. it's really been on my mind lately too. i dont really know what that requires to be the bigtime. but i'd like to make good money doing what i like and i like making movies...i think i could continue but im not sure if i want to. l8

i think i want to cry..i dont know what the fuck right now man... its fucking weird and im fucking pissed/hurt/fuck i dont know what all im feeling but fuckin. im pissed at this very second. how the fuck would you FUCKING think i would evin think of messing with your fucking girlfriend. fuck this bullshit its the person i am and you knw what? im not gona change a goddamn fucking thing. you can fucking deal wiht it shit. fuck jealousy it'll just kill you in the end. its obvious! fuck the dumbshit. its so gay. how do you put someone in this situation. nothing was helped. the phone call just shook me up! it didnt help anyone in the end! fucking gay. u fucking grr i wont say anything i would regret if someone read this bullshit.FUCKING BULLSHIT! omfg so GAY. if jealousy is something you suffer from. then they should have something to fucking cure that shit. it only fucks you over int he end. believe me ive seen the bullshit enough times. yes im danny the fucking all powerful. ive seen it all dont tell me what the fuck i have and havent seen. fucking shit AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i hate this bullshit. a 5 minute i dont know what the fuck it was. conversation? arguement? discussion? informant? either fucking way the shit was STUPID as shit. it proved that your a jealous fucking person. you let jealousy over power you! your an awesome person but FUCK! if EVER i thought you were flirting with my girlfriend, purposely? I WOULD SAY SOMETHING TO HER! FUCK THE DUMBSHIT! WERE BESTFRIENDS WHAT THE FUCK MAN FUCK THAT! this is starting to feel better.....but seriously. it hurts. honestly. how..and to tell me you've been having people watch me? FUCKING FUCK THAT SHIT! OMFG FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK THAT! that really pisses me off. im sitting here wondering who i can trust! what is that shit! fucking A "i thought we were cool man" FUCK YOU with that shit man. no thats stupid ass bullshit i would never say such a thing to you blaine or ANY of my good friends. that shit fucking hurts badly. seriosuly.it made me sick to my stomach. i just wanted to go laydown. fucking HAGGARD. right now. i am very calm on the outside. no one would ever know how much this has moved me inside. its so crazy. i worry right now. ive never been through this. i always give advice from the outside ya know? so i was giving myself some advice annd. 1st i was just gona blow her off yeah? that would make things way easier in the end. but you know what? fuck that. i aint gona do that to this friend. im sure there are some friends out there i could do that to ya know. how aweful of me to say but no honestly. BULLSHIT so it seems like im flirting. i have been told "thats just how you are" dude youve known me for what 3 years now? FUCK THAT you should know you should FUCKIGN KNOW KNOW KNOW KNOW! i would NEVER intend on anything like that! your probably sleeping right now. thinking "im glad i got that off my back" what about me man? i was maybe hoping for a call back. maybe saying "ha i was just kiddin man. i was bored..just wanted to see what you'd do" that shits cool with me. youve pulled some shit liek that before. not to that extent but your J the famous bullshitter..fuck this shit man