i met my flippin uncle warren G yoe!!!

i met an uncle i knew i had but nvr knew in person today TOTALLY ACCIDENTALLY! my uncle red and my uncle warren G walked into dominos HAD NO IDEA I WORKED THERE! i was like....is that unkle red? DAAAAAMN so im talkin to red and hes like u know who this is right..i was like.....*looks into that negro's eyes* im like..................warren g? he was like WHUUUUT ive only seen u in pictures man. i was like WHUUUUUUUT ive only seen u in pics too! HAAAAA shits nuts and we talked for like 10 min and i gave em a FATTY ASS discount on there shit son. that was my day lil nig

yehp its 350 am..aug 7, o6

ahh..so im laying here..next to my dog..whom is snoring. i wish i were in her state of mind..zZz anyways..im presented with another confusion process..i think im starting to have feelings for this person again..and im not gona go into that because i have a thing for doin that..feeding my ppl a grape and keeping the rest of the bag to myself..and not eating any.there i go again..speaking metaphorically. anyways..tomoro is monday america..the start of another week. will anything interesting happen? who knows! thats my life..no plans just do whatever comes 1st..although i do actually have plans for wednesday night thru thursday night..2 different events..yeh thats anotha subj. moving on..i want a female america. im tired of just 'playing around' yi know? its actually old..i dont enjoy it as much anymore..O SHIT!!!!!! when i say playing around i mean with female friends not with myself. eff that. anyways yeah.
i'd say its time Dan-O got some lovin..(3rd person) he has a person or 2 in mind, that he wouldnt mind some lovin from..but prolly aint gona get any in a million(end of 3rd person) i sounded like a dog there..<-7/10/06- i dun like anyone at the moment..but VERY hott ppl work at hco.. =]]
so yeah..i got hired at hollister co. part time impact..7 an hr. ppl are taking it a little bit more seriously then me..im just doin it so i have at least a little income ya know? its been almost a whole year since dominos..and imm runnin out america..ill admit. im down to my last 2. and its time for a new phone. haha so yeah. moneys money fool. and this job doesnt require standing in the sun for..all day. haha gota love it..so i just noticed..im in a total different state of mind right now. im not really "me" like i can snap outa it, and be finished typing but then ill return to my sleepless night over thoughts about a person. IM SOOOOO THRU! but im not really. what can i say..its xxxx<--bad 4 letter word.<-re-edit-7/10/06- haha anyways
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......401! haha its only been 10 minutes..its that nonsense that makes me..love life. haha i really do love life i just dont like that word..haha yeh
so i wonder if anybody will actually read this..this one has a few interesting points that i kept on the d/l but left easily coded to be cracked..maybe the right person will get it and life can take a sudden turn and i. ok yeah. uh..
HEAD FOR THE HEELS, THE KITCHENS ON FIRE! haha i dig motion city soundtrack..took 3 years of knowing who they are to kick in..but hey, im a fan right? hah..yeh..i wasted my time typing this huh? haha its all good. my business is out there for the public..not something i do OFTEN ya know? im giving to the community..the ones that wonder "what the hell does he think" haha man, when ppl ask me that..theres just no way i could ever begin to start..my mind is so....i dont know! haha its not normal though..i think ive figured out the normal mind..and normal varies on the type of person..ok here i go gettin all psychological.....O DANG! maybe i should be a psychologist..or maybe not.
406 and im leaving with these words of wisdom..........................i dont have any at the moment america.. but dont worry. i'll have some in a few hrs.



if you actually read all of this...wow..your efing awesome. your a true buddy and you truely are bored and maybe you should get a life? just playin! you can be lifeless with me! haha l8

soo.. you wont see my (biological) mother at graduation

"My mother gave birth but she really never had me"
Your World / Common

because she doesnt deserve to go. let alone i would ACTUALLY be embarassed if anybody seen her. im not evin ashamed of her. she should be ashamed of herself. i couldnt understand how she thought she deserved to go to my graduation..what has she done to deserve it? i have friends that have been there for me more then her.friends that are more responsible then her. and shes like 50. man-o-man its hard keeping it real for me. because when i do it always tends to be a bit final. which is the the truth behind the saying "people cant handle the truth" i know its worded diff. fuck it. anyways when i tell her why i didnt want her to go to my graduation. my ass has a list
she doesnt deserve it
she should be ashamed of herself for evin expecting to get one
it would embarass me. the fact that people know who she is
shes not my mother. shes the woman that had me
annd. fuck that. she wouldnt show up anyways. she cant evin come over to my house when she says she will.
annd fuck that. i just dont want her to go. and no im not being a bitch about this. ive thought about this for this whole year. and i could have easily done the "right" thing and given her a ticket. knowing she wouldnt show up. but to hell with that. ive weighed it out and it didnt work out to her favor america.
there

like omg im SOOO excited about graduation

SO effing excited that it'll be the last time i see some of these people that ive known for 4 years.
hell.no im not excited. my excitement faded away in the 10th grade. when i REALLY met 80% of all my friends. how can you look forward to..prolly never seeing some of them again?
i mean yeah graduation..yeah. 12 looong years 12 years of hard work and stress and pain and some drama and alot of fun. yeah i can dig that..but thats that thats 12 we still have life to worry about. so graduations no phase for me..but instead im not excited about it..maybe it STILL hasnt hit me...but then its had 12 years up til NOW 12 hours away. to hit me and it hasnt. oh well though. things change from here huh..

so its 3:01am 05-20-06

im lieing here..silently typing on my coolest laptop ever with 90% batter life..
i think that im thinking..i hate doing it because it just makes me realize...stuff that i dont like to know about myself that i already know..so its more of a reminder. anyways.im in ultra tired mode right now..everything is moving fast around me..its kinda scary kinda weird..but very interesting ya know..its now like 3:05 last time i looked at the clock it was 301..the fan..its on the same speed as always..but i cant keep up with the blades..and the music..iono its faster then the norm..anyways.."this is your life, and its ending one minute at a time" and here i am. awake, and watching every minute pass. SOMETHING NEEDS TO HAPPEN! things are so boring...lately people ask me "so whats new.." ive come up with a cool answer.."same shit different words.." now im not complaining..its just..damn owell though i enjoy it i guess. one day it wont be there anymore (post june 16,2006) so why not enjoy the rest of it eh. 307 now and i feel that ive accomplished nothing by typing this..i doubt anybody will read this. hell its a waste of MY time and im the one typing it. damn that sounds depressing. oh well though im not im just bored. and slightly lonely? THATS a factor. yeh. so yeh. yeah. and yuh........so i have 3 posters in myself..that have me in them. i get called conceited for them. but i dont care. im not really into myself much i just decide to make these pictures of myself because i dont really wana bother someone with my dumb photoshop ideas for free. damn fool its 3 fuckin 10....and 86% battery life..this battery blows and i have nothing ahead of me. tomoro...later on today actually..i bet i sit in this house and rot. it gets kinda old, but then..one day i wont be able to do that anymore and ill prolly wish that i could do it again..fuck it.